Feeling Some Kind Of Way II

Lilian: I love the way you are reckless around me. The way you don't hold down any gesture nor comments that comes into your head. And that you are not too careful what you do or say. You just let it all out in the right way without crossing the line. I just love the way you carry yourself around me. And the amount of attention you give me, making me feel so special and all. That is something I hardly get from anyone else and that alone is dope. I just hope you never change and that I don't realize that's the way you are around everyone else. Cause I wouldn't know what I would do or feel anymore. And I really don't want to stop feeling this way I'm feeling right now.

Feeling Some Kind Of Way

Eva: Thomas, sometimes I wish that I wouldn't miss you. Cause I don't fancy the stress I put you and I through when I do. Mostly, me sending you messages that puts you in a spot you don't wanna be. I have noticed it all but I just can't stop. Cause is not only me that do misses you but my body and mind as well. I just wish I could let go of you but it's really difficult cause I've been there and back. Other times, I just try to cause a quarrel to get myself pissed with you so I can get you off my mind for a while. Sometimes, the feeling becomes so strong that I just have to archive our Whatsapp chat and mute your status so as to get my mind off you for a while. And I don't really enjoy bumping into you cause I always want to see more of you after a short encounter. Isn't intentional or my fault either, the feeling is deep. Just don't make me feel bad about it every time.

She Saw This Coming

Roy: Charley, Sheila didn't force at all. Can you believe all this while she was having a boyfriend and she never cared to share. But it was quite obvious I would find out so why keep it from me in the first place?. I was thinking she didn't really think it through, until I realized that was her exact intentions. She tried explaining her actions though, but at that moment, my mind was hijacked with thoughts all over. But I remember, the point she wanted to make was that she didn't want to drive me away. And that, any new male friend she makes, after telling him, seem to distant himself from her. So she employed a different strategy this time round, which was to be discrete about it. Forgetting what my reaction would be if I discovered it on my own, and now I have. And what bores me the most is that my system won't allow me get angry, cause is baseless.

The Look on HIS Face II

Before: God, You know this wasn't part of my plans today. Look into my heart and You would know I ain't telling lies. But at this point, is either You come in or I fall. Cause You know how I'm into this girl. And keeping my hands of her anytime I'm around her has been a problem since day 1. (The girl fine.) So God, this time around before I try anything silly, let's come to an agreement. If I try kissing her and I succeed then green card, meaning go ahead. If she pulls away then, red card, meaning no further attempts. God, please no cheating. Don't whisper anything to her. After: God, the way this girl pulled away so fast I'm suspecting Your Hand in it. Anyways, I won't go back on my words. No further attempts it is. (Nothing spoil). I knew you wouldn't lemme win this one but a man has got to try anyways. I'm going to sleep with my shame. Kindly, protect me throughout the night. Thank You for being God. I see the smile on Your face though.

The Look on HIS face

Gladys: I can see the look on your face towards me LORD. It's a showcase of how tremendous Your love is towards me. Yet it depicts how troubled You are. Cause You are very much aware of my capabilities and potential and how I seem to limit myself too much. Making up excuses that I've got no talent like others do. Knowing very well the things I do with ease, yet I suppress them. I wouldn't deem it on shyness cause I've grown out of it over the years. I wouldn't blame it on my friends either, cause they are very much aware of the fact that when I put my mind to something, I see it through. I wonder what the cause is, I always ask myself, but deep down I know, You know, I know what the cause is. Don't give up on me yet LORD. Help me to live up to my full potential.

If Only We Knew the Details

Arnold:  I saw him exiting her place this morning and the look on his face depicted he slept over. It seemed something happened during the sleep over. Harrison is the guy I'm speaking of. I think he slept over at Alicia's place. I can see he tried something stupid from the look on his face. It could also be that he was all over her throughout the night and she woke up with an attitude so he decided to leave. Else he would be looking cheerful. But the strange thing was that, he kept looking back. Hoping she would come out looking for him. It could be that he left a note or something that required a follow up. The disappointed on his face grew thicker the further he walked away. I felt his pain cause I could relate. He didn't even realize I was staring at him, cause he was so much soaked up in his emotions. Poor boy!, Lol!. If only the details were quite clearer.

Find out the reason why

Eve: Have you ever been asked that ambiguous question, "So what do you want from me?". And I hope you didn't make that mistake of being in a haste to answer. A professor once told me, before anyone asks you an ambiguous question, they already have their answer in their head so be careful with your response. So this got me thinking, that maybe, before you answer any ambiguous question, try figure out the reason why the person asked that question. In order to know the origin of the subject matter. If you can relate then be extra careful not to say anything lousy at that point cause that would divert the whole question in a whole different direction. If you think you cannot figure out the reason why the person is asking that question. Ask the person straight away, why do you ask?. Just to get a fair idea about how to go about your answer or you can keep ignoring the question. But they would find a way of bringing it up again and again. Just do yourself a favor and give the right answer.

My Last Weird Message To You

Janet: Believe me when I say you've been on my mind for quite a while after going our seperate ways. I may not say hello or send a text message but that doesn't stop me from thinking about you from time to time. I don't know why I'm telling you this by the way. Cause I know you have a habit of not replying weird messages such as this. So I don't look forward to a reply, I just want to keep you updated. And this is basically the last time I'm expressing myself this way to you. Cause I recently saw this saying that made me see things differently. That something has got to kill a man, to make a man, a man. So I'm working on a new me, who would overlook stuffs that use to affect me emotionally. You should be happy you won't be getting messages from me complaining about every incidence that I expected more from you. And I will keep my "I miss you, I need you, Please come over, I love you, look for me" messages to myself. How about that for a start?

Love the Sitting Technique Formular.

Floyd: I woke up today with thoughts of you lingering on my mind due to the incidence that arouse on our last encounter. For a moment,  I felt the feeling was mutual. Even though, there was resistance from the onset. And guilt finally sneaked in at the climax when things were aggravating rapidly. I guess the timing was good cause I could sense danger right at the door of the next step. Until, suddenly everything came to a halt, with you acting upon the feeling of guilt that shot up in you. Making you walk away from it all, leaving me behind. With me sitting down in my shame cause I knew how things would end but I still acted based on my feelings anyway. If I say I'm sorry for starting it all then, of course, I would be lying to you. Cause I would repeat the same thing again and again. And I would do anything to spend that lovely time with you over and over. I love it when we do crazy stuffs together. And being around you just feels extraordinary.

She Just Left

Mitch: I wanted her to be upfront about the way she truly felt. I preferred it face-to-face than leaving a message. That way I would be able to also say what's on my mind as well without any contradictions. And I would also realize how she truly felt without having to assume this is what she means or that. But she just stood up and left. Before that, she wanted to say something but she was afraid I would get hurt in the process. Something I knew had been bothering her. But she could sense from my facial expression it would hurt me. And of course, it would. But for me, that wasn't a problem. I could have handled it regardless of it's impact. Just didn't want it through a text message. So I continuously asked her to just say it once and for all but she wouldn't. She kept on saying, it was nothing. Later, she told me to hand over my phone before she left. Thinking she would leave a message since she couldn't carry out the message verbally. But after she left, I cross-checked and there was nothing. So I have decided wait on her explanation rather than assume anything for her.

When We Hit Full Gear

Ford: One of these days I have to get myself a good fuck. Something that would pierce right through my heart and touch my soul. Too much energy in me that I think two rounds wouldn't be enough. All I need is one scheduled night. A week of eating healthy and exercising before that night. A pack of condom and dragon spray would be ready waiting. About 15minutes of foreplay before digging in is very necessary. And the sounds that comes along with it is a guarantee of a good fuck. No stopping when orgasm hasn't been reached. No guilty conscience or looking back once started. The feeling itself would drive the tempo. And when I look into your eyes, all I want to see is, I want more or push harder. It must surely be a day to remember.

Rather The Opposite

Kwame: I wish you wouldn't come close to me any longer. I wish we wouldn't be left alone no more. I wish I wouldn't lose my grip whenever I see you. I wish I would meet another so I would get over you. I wish you would ignore me and stop replying my messages. I wish you wouldn't show up whenever I try to get you out of my head. I wish you would talk to me only if something is up. I wish you wouldn't check up on me no more. I wish you wouldn't call me except when you need something. That I would be an illusion to you and you wouldn't take me seriously whenever I get emotional and say things that you wouldn't wanna hear. So that this feeling I have for you would evaporate and you would have your peace of mind. Until then you have no choice but to put up with me for a while.

He dey bore waa

Nadia: Maybe he thinks I view his status cause I'm interested in his business. He isn't aware I do so mistakenly sometimes and other times out of boredom or sake of free wifi. That would surely explain why he usually tries to raise a conversation every once in a while for formality sake. But he is very much aware that our friendship has outrun it's cause so why the forceful chats. I'm really okay with how we use to be. We should go back to saying hello whenever we need something from the other. At least, that had lesser pretense and fake smiley emojis. Guess I should mute his status. After all, is my phone.

I have a Soft Spot for Her

Kojo: I saw her today and that reminded me of how much I miss her. I really tried my best not to do anything silly cause she wasn't feeling so good, she said. I could see it from her responds and gestures, she was heavily worn out. It was like, she was there for one moment and the next moment she was gone. I felt bad I couldn't do anything to help. But would she even have allowed me to?. Wanted her to rest for a while then I would take her to her room but it was quite clear she was in a hurry. And I wouldn't trust myself too much around her either. It was likely I would have tried touching her and obviously that wouldn't have ended well. I was sad to see her walk away just like that but I was happy I would see her the next day, so she said.

I Know What You Are Thinking

Angelina:  Fred, I have been mentioning your name too much of late which is weird. And thoughts of you keep popping up in my head often. If it were intentional, then it wouldn't be a bother but it's not. So I wonder what this really is. Cause I'm even surprised myself. Only telling you so you would know and maybe it would go away. So don't get your hopes up. I know after hearing this, you would try something silly. Keep your distance!. This isn't an opportunity for you to try your luck. And please don't get any naughty ideas. It's necessary I make things clear cause I know you. And of course, regardless of what I say you would still try something goofy anyway. Shaking my head!. Silly boy!.