New World II

Phil: Hi Jesus, thank you for yesterday. I'm grateful, cause we've not been really close lately, yet You still came through for me. That really gave me a clearer demonstration of love. Your timing was just spot-on. Wow!, You did surprise me on this one. You could tell I did not put much effort into it, even though my heart was in it. It's not my fault, the disappointments are too much off late. Now, trusting people on their word is a no go area for me. But with You, I know I'm rest assured that Your will and my plans shall always fall in alignment. Truth be told, You almost lost me there with Your timing. But I just withnessed why they say Your timings are perfect. The wait was worth it, cause it has taught me a lot of things I was unconscious of. Kindly permit me to talk to the Father. Hello, God the Father, How are You?. Thank You for being God. What will I do without You?. You are so dependable and true to Your Word. I'm humbly waiting on You per the last conversation we had. There was a little confusion on my part, which I needed a little clarification. Thank You for the Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit, haven't You missed me?. You always know what to say to bring awareness unto oneself. Please order my steps daily. How I love to hear from You all the time. Please never leave nor forsake me, Amen.

New World

Phil: Have you ever been in a situation where you have a whole lot running on your mind at the same time?. Then the only thing you do to help yourself, is to put one thought on hold, as you expatiate the other. And you don't even feel for food and cannot even force a smile. You may be present in the physical, yet absent-minded. It's a whole new world out there. I mean, there is always a whole new world out there. Depending on the stage of life we find ourselves. We adjust our "mindset and thinking" as we go along, based on our experiences. Many begin to say, "Its an unfair world". Others say, "Hard work surely pays off". Some also say, "Time and chance happens to us all". The very phrase I say repeatedly to comfort my soul whenever distressed; "It is well". It normally puts me in a trance, especially when I have a particular song playing in my ears. I review my life and gather my thoughts, as to what next step to take. I usually don't wallow in sorrow for long, cause I know I depend on a God who always makes a way. If you've been in a situation where you have only one choice and not even one option to fall on, and the same choice that failed severally suddenly falls in place. Then you would understand me clearly, that it is only God who can turn anything at all in your favor. Simply believe and have faith. Big ups to ma homies; Clergy and Gabbay.

A Long Way Out

Gigabyte: I've come a long way Charley. Sometimes I look myself in the mirror and salute my soul for putting up with my flesh for all these years. Cause I know how these two battle each other, yet they have learnt to live together in the same body. I remember when Ama left me cause she said I wasn't confident enough as a person. And I wondered if that could also count as a reason to breakup a relationship. People see me now and think I had it easy in life, just because I can now afford to take good care of myself. I thought I didn't care about myself, but I recently realized it was because I was mostly broke. Being broke makes you overlook a lot of things; thinking they are unnecessary. Riches on the other hand, opens your eyes to a lot of things you easily overlooked when you were broke. One thing I've consciously added to my personality traits, is being grateful for the little things. I remember giving away a chocolate toffee to one lady I just made friends with. And I learnt a lot from how grateful she was. Moreover, on my birthday she bought me a gift and I had known her for just 3days. Besides, I've been friends with some people for 14years and they've never got me something on my birthday. So Charley, is whom you surround yourself with; how you relate with them. And that is highly dependent on your character. Yolo! Enjoy Life!