I guess I'm too focused now.

You always wished I would be more focused in life. Now you prayers have been answered and you complaining about me not being around often to chat with or always quick to cut the line whenever you call. So it's not myself I guess.I still do call you don't I? Don't make it seem as if I don't try at all or I don't make any effort to chat with you. I do reach out to you, the least chance I get. Please don't let me go that easily. I'm only building our future and that requires hard work but remember it won't always be like this. I will keep you update as and when I get the least chance to. For that, I'm sure of. Hang in there a little while for me please.

Don't hold back your anger towards me

I understand very well if you are disappointed in me. Cause I know for sure how bad I let you down at the time you needed me to stand up for myself. I saw the happiness on your face when you saw me make an effort to rise up again. How you made a great deal out of it. And you went ahead to encourage me that I could do it cause I have done it before and all I needed to do was to sit down and put my head to it. I knew what was expected of me and how high the stakes was. Yet all I did was sit back and relax, not taking things seriously as expected of me. And now look at how I let you down again. I don't deserve to be treated with sympathy. After all the sense you spoke unto me, I still decided to do things anyhow. How ungrateful my actions are. I assured you of my excellence and all I did was to present you with something mediocre. Don't hold back your anger towards me. Pour out your wrath upon me and I'm sure that would knock some sense into me again.

I may not be back for a while

This is not me saying goodbye. This is me giving myself some time out. Therefore, you may not see or hear from me for a while. But I will surely be back. Don't know why I keep losing focus on the things that are important and putting all my hopes on things that wouldn't last anyway. Hence, I need to sit down, find time to figure things out for myself and why I keep messing up especially when everyone is looking up to me. While I play around and before I know it, it's too late and I end up disappointing everyone. I know for sure how capable I am, yet I play around too much. While others play around but still get the job done at the end of the day. All I do is mess up at the end of the day. Time to grow up.

Try give me the benefit of the doubt

Franca: I know the look on my face says otherwise. But it is really nothing. Just don't try to see through every facial expression or gesture I make. It's obvious you know me that well but your predictions cannot always be right. So please try to give me the benefit of the doubt when I try to disagree with some of your discoveries about me. I may seem uncertain or confused about how I feel but deep down I know what I truly feel. The only problem is me not being able to express it. But I do love the way you care about me and always look out for me. Regardless, the fact that, I don't take things seriously and keep on repeating the same mistakes. Allowing opportunities to pass me by. I've got myself together now, even though it may seem too late on the project I let pass me by on two occasions. When will I learn?.

The Lord works in mysterious ways

Alfred: I would call this my testimony even though it may not sound as one for you, it is to me. Anyways, hear me out. I sat in a taxi last Sunday to church. And on my way, I told God; Dear God, is left with my last 2ghana cedis. And if I give it to the driver I wouldn't get any money for offering. Please do your thing. Funny as it may sound, the driver actually forgot to take money after dropping me off. So I gave the money as offering. The Lord works in mysterious way. Laugh out loud!.

Three Musketeers

Leslie: This is very interesting.  Okay, the one the left is Lawrecia. Followed by Jessica and then Aquossuyah. I knew them already but I got to really know them a few days ago. With Lawrecia, we ain't close. She sees me and stares, no wave, no talking, she walks by with a smile. Aquossuyah is just funny. She is always laughing and walks like a daddy's girl. As if nothing worries her. With Jessica, at first she was giving me straight faces. So I couldn't tell whether to say hello or wink or wave or give a thumps up. The interesting thing is, they are all roommates. And that gets me confused whenever I enter their room. Cause I forget straight away whom I actually went to visit.

I can relate

Andy: I was just like this boy when I was in primary school. He reminds me so much of myself, including the fact that he is cute and all. Just like him, all I did was observe. Whilst others were busy talking and misbehaving, I just looked around and took notice of everyone. Taking notice of every gesture people in my interest list made. And with that I could predict what they were into and also wasn't their thing. Giving funny and sincere comments in my head. How interesting but boring I was during those days. Which has had a great effect on me currently. But I have seen much improvement over the years. Cause before, I could sit beside a lady through out a bus trip and not alter a word. I would only do two things; smile and hum to music. But now, try me. Laugh out loud!.

Especially

Pearl: I don't know if it's just me but I'm so much into cute kids especially boys. I just cannot help but take pictures with them. I remember very well when my brother and I were young, he was so cute and we would take pictures every Sunday at church and at any outing we went to. Which made him so much on my display photo on Facebook that people started suspecting and claiming he wasn't my brother. Laugh out loud!. But now, the gym has transformed him into some hit-man. It's all good though. Cause he still lightens up my picture with his muscles and six packs even though I'm not so much of a fan.

Inside My Head

Achiaa: I'm very sure this is the current status inside my head. Cause I can feel my head weighing me down these days. Too much data stored. And that makes me forget things easily. Sometimes I can walk to my wardrobe and just be standing there wondering what I actually needed. Positively, I forget unnecessary arguments and quarrels I had with someone. So I can meet them and be talking to them like nothing happened and they would be staring awkwardly. Then I would later ask why and they will be like, "didn't we just fight yesterday?". And I will be like, oh that!, forget it. Negatively, I would be having a group meeting and would totally forget about it or I would let mom know I would collect the dresses from the seamstress the next day. But I would wake up and be in bed listening to music like nothing is at stake. I really do have issues.