Ato: Alright so lemme tell you the truth right from the start. Apparently, I've reached that stage in my life were beating around the bush is simply a waste of time. Cause I've had this experiences where I've had this "back and forth" thing with someone, when in our heads we knew the path we would end up eventually. You may decide to delay the "decision making process", but you would still evetually get to that "decision making junction" anyway. No matter how long you decide to hold unto each other. Deep down within you, you can always tell the outcome. Mostly, we choose to ignore our inner voice and enjoy the moment while it last. Your ideology may be different per your experiences too. Truly, we all see life from different perspectives per our experiences. So you would meet people who have these funny ideologies about life. Then you begin to wonder if we are all living in this same world. Yes we are, the only thing that separate me from you, is our experiences. And these experiences sumed up contribute to whom we became. The whole reason behind this long speech is because my free ride home, left me behind today. Just then that popular quote,"We came alone and we would leave alone", dawned on me. Suddenly, I fell into a trance and begun to overthink things. Before I realized, I had texted this person: hi. Then I begun to understand a whole lot of things I thought was senseless. I begun to understand things better from a different angle entirely. I begun nodding as I was walking, unknowingly I was nodding to this cute girl walking towards my direction. She smiled and nodded back at me. There and then, a voice echoed in my head saying, "Waaa look, and you are stressing over a girl who doesn't like you". So ma buddy relax, in this life, your time to blow up go come.
