Friday 23 February 2018

One of Those Things II

Fiona: I have so much on my plate lately. But I still do try my best to always keep you close, by either calling or keeping you updated on what I'm up to. I hope my definition of best doesn't contradict with yours. Anyways, forgive me, if anytime I call you, something else pops up or it's like I'm in need of a favor. And forgive me as well, if I leave you hanging when you need me and I'm busy. Cause, I know very well if it were me, I wouldn't accept any excuses. Please don't take it like, I'm being distant or something else is getting all my attention. Also, please don't try to pin it on anyone you see me usually walking with or read my messages to find a loop hole. Cause I have realized, you start cultivating trust issues anytime I give you less attention. It's you I love and no one else so please don't try to find reasons to pin your jealousy on. Lol!. I am telling you all these to prevent any future drama from you. I will be extremely busy in the month of March but I will still find ways and means to make it up to you. I won't leave you all by yourself. I will still be your listening ear and closure when you need one. I only want to give you a heads up, as to the numerous activities I would be engaged in, from now, up until 19th March thereabout. Feel free to call or come around anytime you want to. Even if you have nothing to say, your presence is enough. We're a team, remember?, and I want you all up in my business.

Wednesday 21 February 2018

One of Those Things

Dorothy: I was very much aware if I told you the way I felt, you wouldn't have given me a positive feedback. This is not me being pessimistic at all, but rather, me being objective. The truth was quite clear from the start. So I took the path your actions depicted. I didn't want to create any weird feeling between us. I know I may be selfish based on the decisions I took on our behalf. But put yourself in my shoes for a moment and you would understand me perfectly. I didn't really stand a chance; with Vera and Cassandra all up in your business. And from the way, we related, there was no special vibe I could base on, to at least say that, you were into me. Our relation was very plain, without any extreme intimacy. I wouldn't call it a mere friendship, but the chats we used to have wasn't deep. It was solely about others, yourself or me. How could I then have made any approach even if I wanted to?. Cause there was no evidence of a positive response from you. Believe me, if I say I'm a little confused, based on what you are telling me now. I know others may read this message, and think I didn't look sharp or I wasn't smart enough to notice. But I know pretty well, that you left no tracks for me to pick on, concerning your feelings. Else I would have known, cause I was very attentive when it came to you. But you never gave me an inch for me to extend it to a meter. This sounds more like a prank. And you're making me get emotional over it. Lol!

Saturday 10 February 2018

Thought You Should Know III

Alex: I guess you've been too busy these days. I've really tried to bring up this topic but everytime seems wrong lately. Cause it's been one thing after the other, time and time again. So I thought I should let you get to know it now, rather than procrastinating. Don't freak out, it 's no bad news. The whole matter is that; I love you. I've been in love with you for quite a long while now. When and how, I cannot tell. But I have been into you since the first day we met. Your personality was what drew me closer to you. I have been around you during your happy, rude, harsh, sad, emotional, rich, poor moments and my love for you hasn't withered. I haven't been in my best of characters always but you've never laid me off. I have withnessed you getting overly annoyed with me, but you've never decided not to pick up my call nor ignore me when I talk to you. Putting aside the fact that you are caring, loving, honest, sweet, good, tolerant, kind etc. You always take matured decisions, which I truly admire about you. Cause I know you love watching animation but that hasn't influenced your decision making in anyway, unlike others making fantasy decisions. I wouldn't say you are totally decisive and reliable but everyone has got their flaws. And I like that, you accept your mistakes and easily say sorry/thank you. And I also love that you are a grateful person. Hoping you feel the same way about me.

Thought You Should Know II

Cynthia: A little clarification would do, George. So if this isn't a relationship then what is it?. Please be straight forward with the answer. A simple, yes or no would do. Cause I was thinking we were on the same page all along. Not knowing you had your own definition of what this was. Kindly enlighten me, I won't get vexed. All I want to know is the simple truth. I can feel there is something you are not telling me. Some sort of plan you had all along that only you knew about. I'm a little disappointed in you though. You may not care, but you should know that karma is real. Please be careful, cause is not everyone you can play around with their mind/heart and get away with it scot free. Frankly speaking, I wasn't aware you had other plans apart from us. All along you made me think it was you and I. And suddenly, you want out without any logical reason. I just don't get you, George. What does she have that I don't have?. What extraordinary thing does she do?. I think you are the problem. And I'm sure you would surely leave her for another as well. Cause you just don't cherish what you have. You are always on the look out for a better replacement. Or you are having in mind, you don't have flaws as well. But I could overlook it, cause that is what a grateful and a person with vision does. I wish you all the best though.

Friday 9 February 2018

Thought You Should Know




Iyke: I would love to go straight to the point but that wouldn't be enough. So please bare with me and take time to read. First of all, you've always been very special to me, that I cannot deny. I wouldn't feel fine if I deny that fact. Even though, circumstances has created this undeniable distance between us. You were one person I could always count on, you still are though but priorites has set in, which is normal. Sometimes, I sit down and reminisce about how we use to relate and communicate so well. It got to a time, others thought there was something fishy going on between us. I mean, I wouldn't deny the fact that I also felt the vibe at a point as well. The feeling was mutual, or at least I tried to convince myself it was. Until my eyes opened to reality. I still do remember the first time we hugged at the bus stop, that memorable evening. I'm not sure we can both forget that seven seconds emotional hug. That was one of the best of goodbyes without using words. I had never been so sure about someone like the way I was with you, until the tables turned. And all of a sudden, we moved from over-communication to nothing at all to talk about. But I do like the idea of we being friends.