Heavenly Father, is me again. This year hasn't been easy, but You've been there as always from the beginning. There's been a whole lot of ups and downs, happiness and sadness, joy and sorrow, rejoicing and grieving, but You've been my refuge and fortress, my peace and hiding place. When I remember how I started this year, thinking everything would work according to plan, and how certain things happened out of the blue. All I do is thank You for being there when I couldn't share my pain with anyone, but You knew and You never turned a blind eye. Cause I've experienced how short term human love can turn out to be; when one moment they pledging their allegiance, and the next moment they leave you hanging. Even when they ain't bold to tell you to your face, yet implying they don't really care how you survive. And through it all, even days when I have mood swings and other times when I'm full of myself, You still don't give up on me. You've been patient with me, waiting on me to involve You in whatever step I take. You just know when to step in and when to give me space. What have I done to deserve you?. Entirely nothing!. Yet You keep on showing me such love and mercy that I don't deserve. In my thinking, I know I'm not worthy of Your love, cause I already have difficulty confiding when I'm broken, yet You help me up anyway. My trust issues may get the best of me sometimes, but You don't allow that get in our way. I thank you for every single thing You've done for me this year. I'm so much grateful that words cannot describe. Some of us, all we have is You. Friends failed us & Love broke us, but We know in Your time, all things shall be made beautiful again.
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