I & Toya

Davis: I've been talking to Toya for a while now. I knew she was straight forward but she surely did sweep me off my feet last week charley. I find it interesting and tricky cause I'm not use to ladies being straight with me like that. She makes it exciting being around her cause she has her way with words. I know I'm better at it, laugh at loud!, but she always has the right way of saying and doing things; making it seem nice even though it's freaky. She once held my hand the entire time during church service, and even during offertory. She made it seem as if nothing was wrong at all. And the funny thing was, my hand never felt tired the entire time. I mean, she can sweet talk a guy into doing something, he would brag about never doing for a lady friend. So last week, we were having a conversation, forgotten what exactly it was about and she mentioned that she wants us to be more than friends. Immediately, I freaked out, cause we both knew dating wouldn't work out for us. You don't need to know why. But she went on to clarify what she meant, she said, " I don't want us to date cause we both know it won't work out, yet I want us to be more than friends. Something like friends with benefits.". She asked if I knew what that was, and I was like, I have a fair idea but I want her definition of that. And she said, I want us to be able to do anything, go anywhere, share anything, no restrictions at all, with only one condition; no sex. Then she asked if I was in, and I said, lemme go think about it. We both laughed so hard, cause she knew I was in. Then I woke up.